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Isnin, 2hb April 2018 2.23 petang Pejabat Assalamualaikum, Setelah sekian lama tak update post dekat blog ini, saya kembali semula untuk update tentang kehidupan saya. Dah 5 tahun saya tinggalkan blog ni. Entah kenapa tiba-tiba tergerak hati nak mula update blog ini. So saya cubalah log in blog ini. Tak sangka pula blog ini masih ada. Ingatkan dah kena padam sebab dah lama tak log in. Saya terus tengok post-post lama. Memalukan. Hahaha. Ayat budak-budak sangat. Cringy sangat. Tapi saya tak nak delete post-post lama itu. Saya biarkan je. Buat sebagai kenangan zaman masa belajar dahulu. Boleh baca lagi sekali bila saya dah tua nanti. Hahaha.  Anyway, niat saya nak aktifkan blog  ini semula  sebab saya nak ceritakan semua masalah, isi hati, kegembiraan dan kesedihan tentang kehidupan saya yang tak  seberapa ini. Saya ingin jadikan blog ni sebagai diari saya. Online diari. Saya malas nak menulis. So, faham-fahamlah. Hahaha. Mungkin saya tidak akan ke...

Assalamualaikum. Hai. How are you? Watcha doin? I'm fine. Doing nothing. Just online. /hear someone talking/ ...... eehh what? I can't hear you. /get closer/ repeat? /someone: where were you?/ Ahhhh.. still alive. at my dorm.  /someone: No. I mean why you didn't update your blog?/ Ouuuuhhhhh.... Nahh. too busy. with my study. too many project have to do and submitted. Hectic. That's why I didn't update the blog. /someone:  ahhhhhh... okay bye./ errkkkk??? /me make face/ -_- Seriously guys. too busy! well i'm architecture student. so too many project I have to finish it. But dont worry. this month is my final project. and after that I will graduate from CFS. Yayyy! InsyaAllah. The final project is too hard for me to handle it. I'm not creative like my classmates. I can't understand anything that my lecturer taught. But I know. There have Allah who will help me to deal with all this things. He know what best for me. And I believe in His plan. Ya Allah, b...

When I hear your voice.... I hear the sweetest sound I have ever heard. When you say 'I love you.' It touches me in a way no other words ever have or ever will touch me again. When I see your face.... I see a man who has so much depth. Your face reflect a bittersweet past and holds so much hope for the future. It's a honest and trusting face. with a boyish quality that is so rare in a world that makes us grow old before our time. When you hold me.... You have a magical way of making me feel so peaceful, secure, and content with my world and everything that is around me. Life is a wonderland in your arms a place I thought I would never find. When you love me.... that is the greatest gift of all. You give me an unselfish, undemanding, uninhibited kind of love that I thought only existed in my dreams. You have filled an empty space inside me, and now I feel that I am complete. Your love has given me life, a...

Assalamualaikum. Few selca of mine and my sister. Take this chance while our mom not near us! Btw i'm back to my " lovely " CFS! -_- The classes didn't start until next week. So I have one week holiday to enjoy before go back to my so-called-hectic-AED-student life. Hahah. Boring. But have to face it. Btw lot of stuffs happen to me. Let me listed it. 1) I finally cut my long, long and very long hair! 2) Got a new handphone. Yay! 3) Someone broke my earphones! Sh** And its still new! Still bau kedai! T^T 4) Again.. Someone ruined my charger! Double sh**!! 5) A guy try to flirt me using old school method. -_- Dah tua pun ade hati nak kenal2. I know i'm pretty! /flips hair/ hahah. 6) My school friend call me. It's been long time she doesn't contact me. And it's weird. 7) For the first time in my life, boredom hit me badly when I was in CFS few days ago. And that is why I was at home now. Can watch tv! Yay! Few other th...

Guys are assholes. If you argue with him, you're hard-headed. If you're quiet, you don't care. If you call him, you're too clingy crazy. If he calls you, he says you should be happy. If you don't love him, he'll try to win you. When you do love him, he leaves. If you don't fuck him, you're a tease. If you do, you're easy. You tell him your problems, he says you're irritating. If you don't, he say you don't trust him. If you lectures him, you just want to argue. If he lectures you, it's because he 'cares'. If you break a promise, he doesn't trust you anymore. If he breaks it, it's because he had to. If you cheat, he expects it to be over. If he cheats, he want another chance. THEY'RE ALL BASICALLY THE SAME. Guys drink to forget about girls. Girls drink to think back about the guy. When guys are in love, they become poor. When girls are in love, they become pretty. Guys can forget, but can't forgive. Girls...

Semalam adalah kenangan Hari ini adalah kenyataan Esok adalah impian. Setiap insan inginkan kepastian Kenangan untuk disimpan Kenyataan untuk dihadapi Impian untuk diangankan. Kadang-kadang kenangan hendaklah dilupakan Untuk menghadapi kebenaran kenyataan Supaya impian yang diangankan menjadi kepastian Kenangan pahit jadikan panduan Yang manis jadikan peringatan. Kenyataan yang mudah jangan dianggap remeh Kenyataan yang sukar jangan diketepikan Impian menggunung memakan diri Tiada impian ibarat tiada sasaran Tidak kira semalam, hari ini dan esok Semuanya berkaitan umpama sebuah roda yang berputar. Hari ini boleh jadi semalam Esok sudah tentu menjadi hari ini Namun semalam tidak mungkin menjadi hari ini dan esok Kerana lumrah alam, masa tidak dapat diulang kembali. Untuk memberi peringatan kepada insan memperbaiki diri Di setiap langkah perjalanan menghargai detik dan ketika Agar tidak menjadi sesalan Manusia yang sering...

It's a beautiful day though you aren't here, It's a beautiful night though I only shed tears, It's a beautiful day, Now I say goodbye to the times of you and I. Just like always, love always come to me. It shakes me up and drives me crazy. Just like always, break ups always come to me. It give me scars and drives us apart. Every day we loved, Every day we were together, But those memories became dust, Became powder and scattered. Crying again, Where are you? Crying again, Goodbye to the times of you and I. Wish I could have been only one you ever loved. I try to turn things back, But the only things that comes back are memories of you. Little ashes and tears, You become small dust and I can't catch you. Everything about me, rushed and got angry at the littlest things. You generously filled me up, and shared your days and nights with me, But now, I don't have you.. Every day the voice I heard,...